This ain't a house, it's prolly a trash i suppose?
I've all sorts of emotion right now,
for a moment I feel happy & then I don't.
for a moment I get mad, & then I'm fine.
It all depends on people around me.

When I get home from school after a long day, I couldn't even rest peacefully..
Every minute, there are thoughts running through my mind.
Things I've yet to settle, & whatsoever that's going on.
The moment I could close my eyes & rest, I start hearing cries and screams.
Ever know how it feels like? You could hear it even in the day/night.
Even after 12am... it sucks right?
when everyone's trying to get their sleep & you start hearing noises.
Frustrated isn't it? It has been going on and on.
I've so much in mind, yet I've to bear with all these shits.

I feel like breaking down.......

I just need a lil time of my own, but it never seem to come.

for once, i really feel that it sucks to be me.
life has been great for me the past few months.
but why's everything changing?

&y'know, my lovely mum spent her day to pack my room this afternoon.
now, it's only 10:45 but everywhere's in a mess.
thankyousofuckingmuchyea?

mummy's gna get so upset when she see the mess in the room
& the defects in the toilet, well done huh?

do you really feel how mum's feeling?
all the stress she have, & it's really enough.........
it ain't easy to cope such life.

please spare a thought for people around you.
the world doesn't revovles just around you.
we all had enough, so please, stop it, just for this once.
you're not the only one suffering.

:(

:'(

Huuuwlouu~

Been quite busy lately ever since school started.
&everyday, it seems like i've not enough rest....
dislike waking up for school so early everyday + long bus rides.
worst still, i hate hearing cries and screams early in the morning.
like helloo? i need sleep, so do others. please spare a thought for us!!!!
daaaaamn, i was effing pissed that morning.
tried to go back to sleep but i couldn't..

how's school?
first day was a lil dull.
second day was quite fun! although school was until 8pm.
felt extremely worn out after school..
the lecturers had shown us the weekly schedule for every lesson,
&i've alr felt that little stress! :( hopefully everything goes well for me!

it's almost 12! time for bed, goodnight people!
i'd update when i have the time!=)

Felt really sick after Rayland's birthday @ Zouk!
Hahaha I think I'm extremely weaaaaak.
I always fall sick after gg club.

Got up, and saw this on my bed. hahaha.


haha totally smile the moment i saw " always a lil dog "
Thankkkkkkkkkkyou doggie! Haha, it's pi pa gao anyway.
Totally dislike it, but still, I drank it!
(second time in my life drinking it!) =P

The next day at night, JX came over to pass me glucose!

hehe, i didn't read his text when he told me he was gna buy it for me.
half an hour later or so, i replied telling him that i wanted the blackcurrant one!
then the next moment he called, telling me he was outside my hse alr.
bleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. paiseh! but luckily he got the one i wanted!
He he he he ~ thank you too (:

xie xie the both of you, rly appreciate it!

2days later, felt slightly better and went back to work =D
hahahaha, those few days when i was sick, i had zero energy.
woke up to eat > went back to sleeeeep = just like a pig.

As usual, played deal at work!

hahahaha she confidently put deal breaker as her money
& didn't realize it till i told her! hahahaha.
she was like " i don't wna play already laaaaaaaaa "
wakakakakakaka. but we still forced her to continue the game!

anyway, while i was at home, we found a few photo albums~~~~~~ ^^
hahaha. when i was young, i used to celebrate my birthday @ thomson plaza kfc!

hahahaha~ we were playing passing parcel!!


heheheh mummy's birthday celebration at home.

hahahah can't stop laughing at rachel's smile!
I KNOW I LOOK VERY FAT. HIAK HIAK HIAK.

I look like some flying pig right. heheheh.


HAHAHAHA CAN YOU TELL ME WHY CHESTER PANTS IS SO SO SO HIGH!?!?!?!?! LOL!!!
(Can't rotate the pix! :/)

Oh yaaaaa, we're chicky club members!
so usually when they held a party at the zoo, all of us would go there too!



hehe i don't know whose birthday was it, & Y AM I DIGGING MY NOSE? HAHAHAHAHA


Fatty fatty me! hahahaa i totally love gerimi's pose! so cute!



cutierachelpieee!

nerds for lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hahahahaha.

good old days.....


=))









ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm starting school tomorrow already!
it's only orientation by the way. but it's only one day!?! hmmmmmm.....
hahahah not really excited for school thou.

NDP 2011 =)

Hahahah, seems like i've been to ndp almost every year!
haha, well, this year i've decided not to post too many pix.
cuz every year's quite similar~
went there with gerviana this year!=)










haha, while they were marching, we spotted weishun!! lol!!

hahah the mini car is so cute!! it's hidden inside the fire engine!
cool huhhhhhhhhh~ hahaha.

lil buns!




the poor cleaner gotta sweep the place full of papers after ndp T.T ke lian.


there are heart shape fire works too!! didn't manage to snap it thou =(


weishuuuuuuuuun~



my gou gou, fabien~ hahaha.

ALRIGHTTTTTTT, GNA PREPARE FOR WORK! IT'S 5PM ALR!!!!!!
Hahahaha come and look for me at work if you're free!
My last week and I'm not gonna work as often alr!
CIAOS BABY =D

Comments replied!=)

Anonymous said...
Hey where did you get your hair dye for your current hair colour? Thanks

June 28, 2011 10:55 PM

- Hola, I bought the hair dye and dyed it at home!=)

Anonymous said...
hi, may i ask what colour did u dye ur hair before u died it red? did u highlight it or smth? thx!

June 29, 2011 10:13 PM

- Hello, I highlighted ash before my current hair colour! But the colour stayed there for only a week or so. Np!=)

zijie1990 said...
Good day agatha

Recently i have been following up on your blog and i really admire the way you lead your life so care-freely with that spirit of bliss. Its very rare in stressful singapore so hope you can keep it up. If you want to be friends just drop me an email.

zijie

July 2, 2011 5:24 PM

- Hello =D ahaha. thanks! but at times, life may be quite stress for me too. just that i don't really voice it out! haha. okayy =)

Anonymous said...
HEY BABE! Where did you get your gel nails done? :D

July 10, 2011 7:20 PM

- Hello :D I did it at my cousin's shop! Here's the add if you're interested(:
> katong shopping centre, b1-92

hello agatha!!!! :D
do you shop with your own money or your parents? Do u have a lot of clothes and do you shop often?

July 11, 2011 3:05 PM

- Hello! haha. ummmm, both! I used to shop every week if I have time, but recently i'm extremely busy with work, so if there's off day, i'd go shopping! heh. um, quite a lot i'd say, thou i feel it's never enough for me! hahaha.

Anonymous said...
where did you get that top?(:

July 11, 2011 8:42 PM

- Guangzhou! (:

Anonymous said...
hi is your hair v shaped or straight ? :) you're pretty !

July 18, 2011 1:33 AM

- Straight! haha. thanks!(:

Anonymous said...
When are you quitting ICC? Orientation next week already!

-Rachel

July 21, 2011 12:36 AM

- I'm not really sure if I'm quitting! But I'd only quit if I'm unable to cope in school. So prolly I'll still work during weekends when school starts! Yeaaaah! Orientation's next week. You're starting school in nafa too? =)

Rayland's birthday! The small boy is officially 18 =D
Celebrated his birthday @ Phuture~

didn't bring along my cam =(
so i used my phone instead!







idk what's the drink called, but i know it's some sourplum thingy!
hmm, those were not that bad thou!


these are the sourplum shots!

everyone offered him one shot, poor lil boy!

hahaha but this was more than a shot!

boyfriendS and xuebin!








MY BABYYYYYYY!





heh, alcus was drunk......... totally drunk.
he kept thinking that people were staring at him & he wanted to pick a fight!
hehehehe. i seriously dislike people finding trouble in clubs thou!
the way he & rayland dance ah, really epic!


poor leonard got punched in his eye ):
SEE, THAT'S THE OUTCOME! SO DO NOT FIGHT IN CLUBS!!
Everyone goes to club to enjoy, not fight~




hahahaah immitating how rayland's dancing!

okkkkkkk, that's all for today!
updated 3 post! & i'm gna watch ah di on xinmsn!=)
guess i won't be going shopping tmr alrrrrrrrr. boooooooo!

GOODNIGHT, LOVE U........