Agatha

Because we felt that we'll soon be gone.

Each and every time I'm dying to see you, I don't.
Thinking how busy you were with your stuffs,
and envy your friends at times when they get to see you.
It's silly when you think of it, but none know how it feels like.
You're busy till the extend that when you meet me,
you won't be able to meet your friends and vice versa.
Whenever we're meeting, I'm always feeling happy.
It's like, finally I get to see you, that feeling?
But each and every time when I'm dying to see you,
&I don't get to, my mood just worsened so badly.......
i get so paranoid when i didn't receive your text/calls.
because, i'm dying to see you but I don't, yet I couldn't contact you.
When my mood got so bad, I admit, I don't feel like talking at all...
and there it all started.. these had been for weeks.
Not knowing about it, we actually feel the same way when we spoke earlier.
I've been really stressed up too, felt really bad these days.
At times, I really feel like giving this up but I know I won't be happy.
But if it carries on like this, I won't be happy either.

I'm sorry all I've caused.

I hope everything will be fine,
I Love You.