Sleepless night~ stayed up the whole night at mac to do art

and head to school straight away!~

Finally, it's over. I'm done!

Haha ignore my retard face.

I'd throw my sis phone away if I could.
DAMN! It never fails to wake me up every morning.
I wonder how she's able to sleep so soundly despite her phone ringing so loudly with the vibration on!:S Felt annoyed by it so I got up from bed.
Gonna prepare after this, head to town to get my things then to tuition~

Ciaos~

I feel happy whenever you're happy.

Onca again, happy birthday bb!

The moment I woke up, looking at the bright sky, receiving no text, I felt upset. Knowing that I've not receive any text at this hour meant that my plan had failed. I teared a little. I'm really emotional this part. Just kinda upset for not getting you back on time.

If I were to do so, you'll probably see this,

instead of this.

): see the difference?

It wasn't well-planned, rushed through for the whole of Saturday,

but still, it didn't turn out nice. Not even the card because I screwed it.

Supposingly I used these frames to do
& it took me quite long to do but I destroyed it.

This was the outcome after changing my idea.

These are real kisses from me!
My lips felt numb after doing it for more than 50times haha!
I kept putting the lipstick over and over again.
You can imagine how funny/stupid I looked kissing that board.
I couldn't think of any idea and my cousin came out with this idea,
so I had to buy a hot pink lip stick haha. I doubt I'll ever use it.

Still, I hope you like it although it's really simple.

Suppose to be posted at 8 in the morning today!
Hehe I can't wait for Tues! & I really miss you.

I've studied alone today at Thomson for freaking 8hours!
Was kinda unbelievable.
Seems like today is my lonely day, even when I'm home!
Everyone is asleeeeeeep. ):

It's morning.... damn it failed ...

Happy Birthday bb <3

Hola! I'm selling this top from RWB ~

Credits to RUNWAYBANDITS.
BRAND NEW, 18MAILED.

Email boos-imagatha@hotmail.com if you've confirmed your order.
Thanks!

FUCKING THANKS.

Y'll will feel better when I'm in such state yeah?
Fuck off then.

It doesn’t seem well when I said I’ve decided to stay.

I'm dead tired, but before I go to bed....
Here's a message for you.

Nayw,

When I decided to leave, I did it out of anger and frustrations. It seems that I’m no longer in any position for you to love and I don’t worth having you as a partner. I was disappointed, I really am. It hurts so badly, and things you’ve said antagonized me. At that point of time, I wanted to salvage all these, but it tells me that I don’t have to anymore. Since I’ve made up my mind, I had to be firm. I hesitated for hours, pondering if I should change the r/s status? I’ve decided, and I’ve changed it. I told myself not to turn back, unless things between us get better. When I’d left, I was able to carry on with what I was doing; I just kind of miss your family instead of missing you. I was perfectly fine, I could even sing, it felt as though nothing had happened. My actions confounded those who knew what had happened. I don’t know how I was able to feel that way at that point of time? I’m unable to do so now. I really can’t. Just before I went to bed, I was surprised to receive a text from you. I was happy and I was yearning for more.... Just by that little text, I could even tear. I’m one who can’t control my emotions, sorry. It was just that simple, yet I felt touched. I don’t know why, but I choose to act really cool, by just saying “thanks  “I thought for awhile, and I went to sleep. I was woken up by the noise at 3plus, I started tearing, and it wasn’t so bad at first. I checked to see if you were online, but you weren’t. My leg was in pain at that time, and I missed you so much. I wished you were here at that moment. I couldn’t talk to any of them as most of them were asleep. Suddenly I saw something blinking. It was you, damn. I couldn’t believe my eyes. I was so happy! Just when I needed you, you were here. It’s like, just so unbelievable. Although I felt happy, I still tear, flashbacks kept coming back to me. I missed those times, I really do, and every little thing reminds me of you. At that moment, my heart allowed me to go for anything I wanted. And it was, getting you bad. Whether you’re going to change or not, I still want to have you back. I felt the happiness we once had together. I was missing it, and it told me, “ that’s what I really need “. Then, I showed my true-self. I knew what had happened earlier on was all unreal. I was just putting on a mask, wanting to let you know that I could actually continue without you and did not want people around be to be worried. I felt so bad, I felt the pain in there, the pain of losing someone I’ve been with for the past 10months, coming 11th. There are so many things we’ve been through, ups and downs, so much fun. I wish I had it all back. Then I knew, I wasn’t ready for the new beginning. I’d prefer the past, although I may not be satisfied with everything. Having to receive that email from you, I felt so great. It makes me wanting to change the decisions I’ve made. Having you to tell me everything nicely, getting an apology from you & etc. I felt so much better. But I regretted for making that choice of choosing to leave earlier on. Because when I want things to be back, it didn’t seem to be the way out for us. Something’s holding us back.. Thank you for all these while, I Love You.

Love, Agatha.

peelsa ton m'I nehw ti setah
gnikniht m'I nehw ti setah
siht ekil leef I nehw ti setah
yako m'I syas I nehw ti setah
ti sees I nehw ti setah
t'nod uoy nehw leef I wonk yllautca uoy kniht uoy taht ti setah

Can someone just wake me up,
slap me, pinch me, punch me, kick me.

I wanna screaaaaam.

I need them so badly.
Aj's sleeping :( Sx too. :( Yh too. :( A too :(

Fuck la, 2-3hours of sleep a day,
Might as well I don't fucking sleep. Ccb.

Sorry, I gotta be strong.

I suck at controlling my feelings.
Prelims tmr, down with flu and sore throat.

What a good timing, thanks sis :(

I felt it, it's heart-wrenching.

Things may not always turn out the way we wants it to be. It's life. You're able to see how things are like, but you can't see a person's heart. Just at that moment, flashbacks started. How we used to be, how we used to joke, how we solve things together, how we do things together and how we use to whack. Ha, how we use to tickle. I smile to myself when I thought of it, kinda funny. Unfortunately, it's the end of us because nothing satisfies us and there seems to be no way out. I've got much to say but I guess, it's okay. Doesn't matter anymore. Get back, o'lvl's are up ahead. Mug hard gaga. I need some time to get back on track.

Goodbye, ..

Pictures on Friday!:D

Couldn't make up my mind :S

Hehe, hensem only ah.

Squatting down by the pool side talking to us,

he said, he was kinda tempted to go down to the pool.

Unfortunately, he didn't bring along spare clothes.

But one of his friend pushed him down from behind.

Since he was already wet, he decided to swim ~

Surprisingly, his BB was still working when it went into the water.

Haha, we were chatting all the way and he asked,
how do we say what's your name in chinese.

So we were like, " ni jiao shen me ming zhi "

He couldn't catch it, so he was like.. " ni jiao... "

Then we said, " jiao shen me ming zhi "

So he was like, umm, " ni jiao jiao... "

with the slaaaaaaaaaaaang~ it was even funnier.

hahahahahahaha, nana and I couldn't stop laughing, cute eh.

he told us, he know a very bad word, so we asked him, what was it.

& he was like " ka-ni-na " ahahahahaa, effing funny.

" okay lah, CIAOS " HEHEHE